tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37593604483553771392024-03-05T03:39:57.445-08:00wmwwahida wakithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18218471248315829240noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3759360448355377139.post-31975162770352635762020-12-13T15:45:00.003-08:002020-12-13T15:53:37.237-08:00Hello, 2021!Assalamualaikum everyone! I'm not sure who's reading this because it has been so long since my last post. But whoever reading this right now, I hope that you are doing fine and enjoy reading my nonsense post, okay? Okay. In my previous post, I said that I've got into a new university for my Degree. And guess what, Insha'Allah in July 2021 I will finish my degree soon. It has been a really tough journey since I got into that university but I managed to survive and faced everything calmly (?) HAHAH <div><br /></div><div>2020 has been a hell of a journey for everyone I guess. Due to this pandemic and all kind of stuffs, I'm sure everyone is going insane but some of us managed to control it very well maybe. Every since miss corona came, my life as a student has been a disaster because I had to do an online learning with all my friends and it's really nonsense because I keep on having a bad internet connection, not understanding what did the lecturer taught in class, miscommunications with the group mates and many more. But eventually, I managed to survive and got myself a dean list for the past semester. YEAYY! And now, I'm trying to survive my current semester. Please pray for me okay?!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Okay enough about educations part. Now, I want to share something about my nonsense thoughts. People always said that during this pandemic, we can see who is our real friends and enemies. I used to think it is something nonsense until it really happened to me. Some of my friends has become a stranger to me because of money. I know it has been a really difficult time for all of us now especially when it comes to money problem. But I'm a student and I don't have enough money even for myself. But this one friend does not understand it and she decided to spread bad rumor about me and I had a breakdown for a while and then boomm! I survived, bitchesss!!!</div><div><br /></div><div>I once begged someone for an explanation why he left me. I have no motivations at all to do anything for 2 weeks straight and I lost my weight so badly and I feel like I was insane the whole time. And now, thinking about it still hurts me because the pain that I had to go through was really shitty and stupid. The reason that make me get back on track after 2 weeks of stupidity was because I keep on telling myself that I have been through much worst phase and I survived. So, I can survive this nonsense too. And booomm! Assalamualaikum bitches! I did it again!</div><div><br /></div><div>Ever since it happened, I stop asking people, why. I have become heartless. Takda lah heartless sangat but bila orang macam nak pergi dari hidup ni, aku malas dah nak tanya kenapa, apa salah aku buat sampai dia nak pergi tinggalkan aku. Faham tak bila someone yang paling kau sayang tinggalkan kau untuk someone yang dia sendiri cakap cuma kawan? After all those years I trusted him but end up he is with that person right after he left me. </div><div><br /></div><div>People, for this upcoming 2021 please try to focus on yourself first. Ignore all the shitty things that people said or have done to you because they are showing you that you are nothing for them and they are okay even if they lost you one day. Make yourself happy. For once, stop trying to understand why people do shits to you and start to understand that you need to accept the fact that the person is an asshole and they are not worth it. It is okay to have a breakdown for a while. But please don't make it too long till you neglect yourself. You are worth it and you deserve so much more! Your will pass the difficulty. You will survive. You will be happy. Don't worry, okay?!!</div><div><br /></div><div>Okay that is all for now. Thank you for your time. Have a nice day people!</div><div>Assalamualaikum! :)</div><div><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #666666; font-family: "Josefin Slab"; font-size: 15.4px; font-weight: 700;">WMW - 14/12/2020 - 7:52AM</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3759360448355377139.post-89402276394144255142019-08-31T10:49:00.001-07:002019-08-31T10:49:35.209-07:00Hello, September!Assalamualaikum! Selamat malam, salam sejahtera dan salam satu Malaysia kepada semua manusia yang berada di negara Malaysia! 31st August 2019 genap 63 tahun negara kita dah merdeka. TETAPI, adakah diri anda sudah merdeka juga? HEHE<br />
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Okay, enough nonsense. It has been a while huh since my last update? Well, that is because I am busy with my life. I was actually so busy trying to fix myself hehe. My previous post, I told you guys that I was actually having a final examination right? Then suddenly I became emotional and all that stupid stuff. LOL.<br />
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Okay, guess what. After the final paper, I had a meltdown for a few times because I feel like I did not give the best answer for the exam paper. But then, idgaf about it anymore. Because later that night, me and my boyfriend went out to the light festival. We also eat durian because abah brought it for us. We spend our night together and I was actually amazed at my boyfriend because he does not feel awkward around my parents. Its a good sign is it? Heheheh. Then, it is time for a holiday! Bye Raub! LOL<br />
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Then, after a few months of being at home doing nothing, finally, my final results have come! Alhamdulillah for the results. All the pain throughout the whole semester really paid off! Then, I had to wait for another few days for my Degree results to come out. It's actually not a degree results. It's a result penerapan nak masuk ke degree. HAHAHA. And again, Alhamdulillah I got the chance to further my study to the next level of educations. Gittewwwww...<br />
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And today is actually my last day at home because tomorrow I'm going to my new University for the registrations. But as usual, I can't sleep because I am really nervous. So, that is why I'm writing this blog because I got nothing to do hehehe.<br />
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I really hope that tomorrow or the next day that will come, I can handle everything with ease. I really hope everything going to be fine as always. May Allah ease everything in whatever that we are doing.<br />
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Night everyone! Assalamualaikum! :)<br />
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wahida wakithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18218471248315829240noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3759360448355377139.post-89999185787023230982019-07-03T12:51:00.003-07:002019-07-03T12:51:39.170-07:00LifeHi there. Idk who will read this but thank you for reading it and I hope you have a great day wherever you are. I also hope that everything is going well with your life in whatever that you're doing. Okay, for these few days, I'm actually having some thoughts playing on my mind. Mostly because of my final examinations. By the time that I'm writing this, I actually have finished 3 papers and 3 more to go. Yes, I got 6 papers in total for this last semester. And yes, InsyaAllah this will be my last semester as a Diploma student. Please pray for me and my friends, okay?<br />
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I actually don't know where to start because got so many things that I want to share but not everything is meant to be shared, right? But do you guys ever feel or think about the future? Like how scary it can be if it does not go as what we planned. Or maybe we have to go through the journey without our loved one. I got nervous and panic every time I think about it because I'm so afraid of losing the ones that I really loved, cared, the one who always meant the world for me. Thinking back to that painful moment, I rarely can breathe. I feel like I'm drowning in my own thoughts.<br />
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But then again, life must go on. Whether we like it or not. We have to go with the flow and just wait and see what's life has got for us. But then again, my stubborn mind sometimes wants to stop the flow for a while and take a rest from everything. I need time to breathe properly from this air full of pain. I need to breathe the real peaceful and calm air that is not being polluted by the negativity of its surrounding. I really need to calm and find myself again. I really need a break from everything.<br />
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Life really is confusing. They said that time will heal all those pain. It does heal most of the pain but the scars are still there. It can never be removed. Whenever I try to move on and not to think about the past that makes me down on my knees, I will still fail. The past will always win because I'm not the type of person who easily let go of something especially if that something is the one that I really love the most. Yes, I got my family, friends and my beloved boyfriend. But sometimes, I just need an explanation of why that thing happened. What did I do wrong till people left me and find someone else in a short time.<br />
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But then again, it's not worth it anymore because everyone left and already found someone new. They are already happy with their new life. They do not need a person like me anymore. All my efforts, the things that I have done for them, is nothing for them. Not anymore. They don't care anymore. All they care about is their happy life. Yes, I am happy for them. Seeing and knowing that they are happy with their current life makes me happy too. Even when it's not because of me, but I'm still happy for them. But the problem now is that I still need an explanation from them. Why did they leave? What have I ever done to them? Are they hating me silently?<br />
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Know what, I'm going to end my writing here. Because I'm crying so hard right now. Hahahah I'm sorry. Goodnight. Assalamualaikum..<br />
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WMW - 4/7/2019 - 3:52AM</div>
wahida wakithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18218471248315829240noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3759360448355377139.post-60461214110487461032019-04-07T11:18:00.000-07:002019-04-07T11:18:16.709-07:00UNI Life?Assalamualaikum and hi everyone! So, it been a while huh since my last post? Which post? Yep, I've already archived all my previous post. HAHA. So, past few weeks I asked on my IG story what topic should I post on my blog because I feel like blogging again. I did ask okay. Here some prove.<br />
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Kena ada bukti. Kalau tak orang tak percaya. Betul tak? Hahaha. So, about UNI Life eh. Not so uni la tau post ni. Eheks. Okay as a student, every person has their own role kan? So, nama pun student. Tugas kau study jela kan? Takpayah fikir benda lain la kan? TAK WEH TAK. Kat uni ni lain mcm sikit eh kerenah dia. Ni dari pendapat aku lah sbb mmg sem 5 ni sumpah sakit. Baru awal sem aku dah tak boleh nak kawal emosi aku terhadap manusia kat uni ni. I know some of my friends also feel the same as me.<br />
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What I want to say now is that I really respect those who are really active in any uni clubs, MPP, class rep, assistant class rep, treasurer and many more. This is because they have to handle some responsibilities to ensure that their classmates, students or even the whole uni community to feel happy and satisfied with anything that has been or ever will be provided for them. But sometimes, some people don't understand their work. All they know is to get upset or even hate when their needs are not being listened by the one who handled the program.<br />
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Okay senang cerita mcm ni lah. Orang yang handle semua program tu, kami pun manusia tau. Kami pun ada perasaan. Kami bukan robot. Semua tengok kami ni happy, takda masalah, pandai susun jadual and imbangkan between study and program tu semua. Tak rakan-rakan. Tak. Sometimes, kami pun failed okay nak kawal emosi kami. Bila dah x boleh nak kawal, kami akan start lah tertinggi suara, tertarik muka dan sebagainya. Dan bila kami terbuat mcm tu, mula lah ada manusia yg sentap dan cakap mcm2 pasal kami. Like, ewahhhh kau buat kami terasa takpe? Kami baru tarik muka sikit kau dah nak terasa mcm teruk sngat je kami buat kau?<br />
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Susah nak puaskan hati semua orang. Serious aku cakap. Susah. Tapi kami cuba juga untuk puaskan semua pihak. TAPI, kami jugak yang sakit akhirnya. What if I tell you guys that sometimes, we, the one who handle all those programs, sometimes cried and had a breakdown for few times just because we think that we can't meet the expectations that you guys want? Yes, we did cry and had a breakdown for a few times. Personally, I myself feel that way. I avoid many people for this semester because I don't want to get involved in any drama or any shit that will make me stress. But, hey. I already involved in some shits. HAHA.<br />
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Satu je aku mintak. Faham keadaan orang yang handle semua program ni. Program tu pun bukannya untuk kami sahaja. Tapi untuk kepentingan semua orang jugak. Semua akan dapat benefits dari program tu. Seriously, aku mintak sangat korang ubah mindset korang. Takda benda yg mudah and senang. Kau ckp senang lah nak ubah itu ini. Tapi kami yg handle benda tu yg kena hadap org2 yg tertentu. Susah. Ikutkan hati, memang aku nak terjun dari bangunan. Sumpah demi Allah aku pernah terfikir nak buat and almost buat. Tapi masatu memang on time mak aku call. Mak aku mcm tahu anak dia dalam masalah. Then finally, aku batalkan niat bodoh aku tu. Aku cerita semua kat mak aku. Alhamdulillah lega, ringan jugak la kepala ni.<br />
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And to those yg handle any program, tahniah aku ucapkan sbb masih kuat untuk hadap semua masalah ni. Kita kena fikir satu jela. Kat mana2 pun, mmg akan ada masalah. Even masa dah kerja nnti, lagi bnyak masalah akan dtg. The way we handle the problems is the one that will make us strong. We have to put our trust and faith on Him. We must stay positive and avoid any bullshits. We can do this guys!<br />
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Okay that's it for now. It's already 2.15am. I should realy go to sleep now. Night! Assalamualaikum :)wahida wakithttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18218471248315829240noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3759360448355377139.post-10744337859709426322019-03-20T18:13:00.001-07:002019-06-28T06:00:54.641-07:00Skincare ThingAssalamualaikum hi! So, harini decide nak share something usefull sbb mostly post sebelum ni mcm luahan perasaan kan? HAHA. So I think yaaa why not I share this thing because most of my friends keep on asking what did I do to my face because I look different. Okay but first, do you ever have that feeling want to look good, pretty and better for someone? Well, yes. I started to "cantikkan muka" because of someone. Someone who is no longer with me. HAHA. So, I decided to use all of the product since August 2018 I guess. My skin type is combination skin and mostly oily on my forehead and nose which is really annoying!<br />
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Okay, lawa kan bila kumpulkan mcm ni? HAHA. Tbh, the first time I bought these it was because of the color! Yes, I like the blue color. So, mcm biasa, cuci muka 2 kali sehari. 2 kali je tau. Dulu mmg bnyak kali jugak la cuci muka sbb rimas muka berminyak. Tapi bila kerap sangat cuci muka, muka jadi kering lol. Then after cuci muka, I will use that Hydrating lotion. Dab dab je kat muka sbb I'm awesome like that! HAHA. After dah rasa mcm benda tu dah serap sikit, I will put on the water gel pulak. Benda tu sumpah best bila apply kat muka sbb sejuk gila. Lepas benda tu dah serap kat muka, I will put on that sunscreen because it saves my face from the sun! Then, finish. Keluar gi class mcm biasa lah. Ouh and I didn't use any makeup sbb tkda duit nak beli HAHAH Okay no lah. Sbb tak suka pakai. Even just compact powder tu je. Sbb rasa mcm pori tersumpat dngn chemical bedak tu HAHA.</div>
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Dah settle class, balik bilik selalunya before nk solat Zohor, akan guna cleansing water tu dulu. Then baru basuh muka guna air paip biasa tu. Then if ada class petang, I will only put on the sunscreen again. Idk it's good or not to just put on that sunscreen sbb saya pemalas ye rakan2. So takda masa nak apply semua lotion and water gel bagai. Then balik bilik mostly mmg akan betul2 ada kat bilik lepas Maghrib. So, I will straight away wash my face and get ready nk tidur. Tu pun if takda kerja nk buat so tidur awal lah. Tapi before tidur, I will apply that aloe vera gel. Sbb nk bagi muka sejuk and chill darpda segala masalah kepanasan dunia ni HAHA.</div>
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Okay tu je. Hope it helps any of you guys. Or you can just refer to Kak Iman punya blog untuk versi panjang and lagi details pasal skincare. This is my way of taking care of my face. Okay bye! Thanks for reading. </div>
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